Ok I guess I'm making this.... So, where have I been? Well don't worry, nothing bad has really happened to me physically. I haven't been in like the hospital or anything like that, just... A lot of things have been going on, and I'm not sure how to feel about it. I can't really trust anyone, not even my friends. My GF broke up with me, and I'm not sure why. I feel like I am the laughingstock of my school and I just mainly feel alone. I feel like my friends think that I'm lame and stupid, except for 2 of them. I have been told my multiple people that I should kick the bucket, and It has made me consider that option. I have been trying my best to avoid thinking about it by doing other things I enjoy. This was working for a while until I began to get ridiculed again for reading my favorite book series Wings of Fire. I also get ridiculed because I like cartoons. I get called childish, people break my stuff on purpose, and today someone squashed my lunch. I got made fun of for going on scratch so I stopped going on it. I also have had to hide various things of interest to me from my fiends. One of them is gacha club, my friends say that It's for stupid people. Speaking of stupid people, I feel stupid. I have so many friends in a math class a grade above me, and I feel like I am stupid for not being in that class. So yeah, I'm not doing great. I will try to be as active as I can on here, so uh... bye. -O.R
