So... you may wonder what this is about. Fair enough, a bit of a spontaneous, and the title is vague. I'll explain, this project is a sort of way of for me to talk about things i've been thinking about recently. I'm gonna be honest with you guys... i haven't been happy with the views on my projects, especially things i worked really hard on. Like my Knight of the Wind Cover... i spent a lot time on it and so far only like... 3 people have even seen. I just... feel like i'm being forgotten. It's probably really selfish of me to say this, my update schedule is really spontaneous. So i get why people don't check my stuff out, but still it hurts to see things i worked really hard on get ignored. I know... i really just want people to enjoy the content i've made, and with such a little amount of people even looking at my stuff anymore it just makes me frustrated with myself. It seems that only my old projects get noticed anymore... Like, my art has improved, even though i'm not into Splatoon anymore doesn't mean my stuff isn't good. I'm not frustrated with you guys, just more with myself... honestly Scratch is such a nice website to be on, but i feel like because my art isn't good, no ones gonna care about my projects. Like it seems that only my Splatoon projects get noticed anymore, i still like Splatoon... i just want people to take notice of the new stuff i do. Art is a past time for me, i love doing it, and i've been improving, and i've been posting more covers with original artwork on them... just for them to ignored. I get views eventually but it takes like... 5 months just to get to like 20 views almost. Don't even get me started on the Patchwork Staccato map. I really want to finish it... i haven't had some new come and stick around in about 4 months. It's frustrating to me because it's like no one cares about what i do on here anymore. It sounds super selfish to me just re-reading it, but i want to say something so you guys know. I'm just... frustrated with myself, like i'll never be good enough. A lot of people i know on here are really popular now. And i'll be completely honest i'm jealous of them. But... i'm not ending it here. I'll keep posting regardless of how many people see my stuff because i love posting song covers, and art. It's not perfect but i love doing it. Heck, i'm working on a music box cover right now. I'm not sure what else to put here, but thank you for taking the time to read out my frustrations, no hate is aimed at anyone, this is purely frustrations aimed at myself. This is a chat thing... so if there's anything you want to get off your chest go ahead, if you just want to talk that's fine as well. This was was just going to be a project where i explain what's on my mind, but i decided that if people wanted to talk to each other or to me, then this is a good place to do it. Thank you for reading if you do - Rosalina987 ♡
