TW!! EYES, SLIGHT FLASHING LIGHTS, DISASSOCIATION, WEIRDCORE VIBES!! :00 [will mostly be present in part thirteen-] [just wait a few seconds for part seventeen. i only started on that part so far-] also, more lip-sync practice?? more new ocs for a new developing universe to write about?? maybe some lore? :0 no notebook is safe. time to commit a john rothstein and just write to my heart's content in a couple of hundred notebooks. [alas. a stephen king reference. i'm beginning to get concerned. but, should i be-] anYWAY. kōkai. what of them? they tend to disassociate themselves from society quite a lot, even in their lovely little camp. they usually stay hidden in their dorm, and it's pretty rare to see them roaming around. they're only known to leave their room well past midnight to get notebooks to write in or to get a snack to munch on while they work. they want to keep themselves busy, even late at night, so they're tired most of the time. other than that, their only hobby seems to be writing. as for their flaws, they zone out quite often, so it's difficult to have a conversation with them. as for fears, they can't stand being stared at; which only makes it worse due to the eyes all over their neck, arms, and hands. they're slowly getting used to it, but they still can't stand others looking at them. and they blame themselves for this. and they turn to writing to help them. every now and then, they even try writing a poem or a song of some sort, trying to work up the courage to show juno. they still haven't done so yet, and they've wasted well over a dozen notebooks, where they keep safely in a drawer in their room, numbered and all. even when they tend to make music, the end result tends to sound almost like the song you're hearing at the end of this. and fun fact: this is kōkai's head-canon voice. (: all-in-all: kōkai's merely a socially awkward human being who has trouble associating with society and finds comfort in their music and writing.
ocs used: kōkai [they're the precious red-head deer with the eyes on their neck, arms, and hands. and yes, their name has meaning because...yes.] songs used: father's day - CG5 estranger - jack stauber
