!please take caution before reading¡ I cannot do this anymore, I can’t seem to find happiness in anything that I used to find fun. It’s been months since I’ve drawn without being told too, I don’t go out anymore and just when my eating habits got better I went back to one meal a day. I hate having to pretend to be someone else around my family, I don’t wanna act like a cisgender straight girl, I hate my dead name it’s just so triggering. There’s kids at school I wanna just punch them but I can’t, I can’t ever correct people on my name anymore. Everything has gotten to a point where I honestly don’t care anymore. I dont’t even care about my grades anymore right now I can’t stop listing to “YUNGBLUD” yes it sounds stupid and I’ve oddly been relating to his newest song ‘Fleabag’ a lot.
