~Click the green flag ~Just read what I have to say… Right now, I am feeling an unnecessary amount of fear and unease. o_o; Where I am is literally 2:30 am, and I still cannot sleep. I have been shivering the entire time because I feel cold, but that is not all. I am also scared (wow I totally did not write that in some way a few seconds ago). I feel tired, but I do not want to fall asleep, because now I am thinking of a bunch of things that could happen to me. One of the things are especially creeping me out even though it rarely happens and is not so harmful, but still. It could happen. And I would not be able to stop it so soon, for nobody would most likely hear my screams of terror and I would not be able jump up so easily. I do not want to say what it is, since in case you are not sure what it is, you do not have to search it up and get frightened or whatever, and in case you do know what it is, you think I am being pathetic and childish. I was just writing down what I feel right now. I know this probably will not be seen by anyone so soon, and that few people might care, but tbh, I hope at least someone knows what I am feeling. I also am aware that parents are there for you, but I do not feel ready to wake either of them up and tell them what is happening. I know that I could easily get out of my bed, go to the living room and just get some water or hug my cat, but the dark is still something I am afraid of (I write while being in a bedroom with no lights on).
Lazy late night sketch by me My scared brain for making me think of things I do not want to think of
