So, I realize I haven't been on Scratch very often. Its for personal reasons. Lets start with the easiest to discuss. I have a boyfriend as some of you know, and I need to make time for him too. I haven't IRL met him YET but we do video chat. He lives a few states over, but when I get my class C license, I'm going to see him. But moving on to the next thing. So... where to next? Oh. My parents. They are EXTREMELY Anti-Furry AND Anti-LGBTQ+. *sigh* They just LOOOOOOVE making homophobic remarks and jokes, but they are even MORE transpobic, but the homophobia is still there. And thats hard for me. I cant be myself in my own house! Ridiculous! UTTERLY RIDICULOUS! So that actually leads to my final thing. Sexuality Dysphoria. Basically Gender Dysphoria, But sexuality. My parents try to make me feel uncomfortable about LGBTQ+, not knowing the damage they're doing. It kinda works. I spend my alone time crying and thinking. I end up feeling ashamed and regretful. I haven't been making the best decisions my whole life, even when I was little, and I still don't always today, so sometimes it makes me question whether or not it really is okay to be homosexual. Is gay okay? Is it really? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW?! I think thats all... Bye...
