"A-Am I so wrong to wish that they would see things like I do? ... And am I so wrong to think that they might love me too... ?"
Art by me. And yes, the female-dog-calling continues. Every day. So do the threats of leaving and the pressure to have good grades. Even though I’m STILL struggling with a friendship problem at school. And do I still hear screams at night? Not any more but every so often I now hear my mom telling my dad to stop. Does he listen? No. Let’s just say this because I don’t like to talk about it: My dad is narcissistic, passive-aggressive 24/7 My mom is a critic but does everything around the apartment and is a bit crazy but not when my dad is around. I have a brother who is bribed by both my parents so they can become the favorite, and so far he’s leaning to my dad. Which is bad because… My mom would get a divorce but doesn’t want the chance to lose him (my brother) and my dad looks like a nice, charming person on the outside uh… even though he really isn’t it’s kinda creepy.