Ok so the reason for my inactivity is because of the map pieces i joined- i couldn't finish them in time but i was too scared to tell the hosts that i couldn't finish them and that they should remove me because i was scared i would sound rude- so i left scratch ._. now looking back at it, it just sound stupid and its pathetic. i just dont like telling people i cant do stuff because i think i sound weak, but the act was so rude and mean- that i think i would have just been better off if i did tell them i couldn't do it. but im sorry to the map hosts who are reading this (if you are reading this) you dont have to forgive me
i might make a new account just to build my self confidence and reputation back up .-. kill me.