Don't worry guys, I'm fine. Tears were shed, but I'm ok. :) **CW: (Light purple) BLOOD AND MENTION OF HURTING ONESELF (not for me irl dw)** Just had a fight with a very close friend of mine. We have it mostly resolved, but it still stings. I will not be sharing the details as to keep it private. EDIT: We have made up! What happened is still kinda an issue, but we are talking like normal again ^-^ Another thing that is stressing me out is a class for school. I was going to stay after to work on it today but something came up and it took longer than expected. I am a perfectionist and HATE seeing anything less than and A. Let's sum that up with I will not be getting an A in that class despite my efforts. Made this character for specifically vents only. I based loosely her off what happened, but it is HIGHLY dramatized. And the design was whipped up in a couple minutes. Her name is Rue. She is a perfectionist and always wants the best for her friends, but often fails miserably. She is easily irritated and will lash out, wether it is just words or physically. She was trying to help her friend Adalie when she got in a fight with her. Rue was only trying to help but did it in all the wrong ways and Adalie felt offended. Rue clawed Adalie enough that she bled. Rue felt so miserably horrible after that so she declawed herself in the most painful way possible. She wanted to feel pain because she felt that she was a horrible person. Getting rid of her claws rendered her unable to hurt anyone with them again. She cried a lot and tried not to let herself be happy. She knew that Adalie probably hated her and knew that as the one who hurt her deserved every bit of that hate. *I want to make it clear that irl I didn't physically harm anyone including myself. I would never try to hurt anyone like that and would never dream of hurting myself. If you are experiencing feelings that might lead to this, please talk to someone immediately. Take care of yourself.* If you are kind enough to ask if I'm okay, you are a real one. The fact that you care means a lot. I love y'all. Sorry for the inactivity, school exists. CREDITS: Amazing Coding: @wxtermelxn (Small edits by me, such as opacity of FX and face changing) "Art": @rainbow8989 Character: Rue (She/Her) Made by Music: Tea Errors by Jake Stauber (Slowed at end)
