HLELOHLEOH IT IS PASTRY yyeah im alive (*_ _)人 wanted to update yall on here so i wasn't making my main messy !! heads up ! this is mostly me ranting abt life sry its not too exciting lmao im supr sorry for how inactive i've been ,, i rly want to post sm on scratch + talk to friends but i rly had to prioritize more important things. n e wayz .. lets get to it FERR ETS ferret updates !!!!!! i rly appreciate the amount of ppl asking abt joji + all of them :))) joji has been on new medicine for like 2 months now !! he hasn't gotten swollen / sick at all in that time so it seems to b workin wonders :) still not clear what he actually had but atl we have sum control over it !! he's healthy,, gained a LOT of weight like. he's BIG. annnd eddie + suki r great <33 ME sooo....,, LOTS of things i could talk aabout, main thing rn is im overthinking like CRAZY lol i need to see some1 abt it bc my anxiety = bad n i feel like every1 hates me BUT I HAVE GR8 FRIENDS I LOVE MY FRIEDNS even tho i tell myself they hate me I LOVE THEMM gettin closer w friends n trying to talk more while dealing w social anxiety ٩(^ᴗ^)۶ + UUHHH... guys so like . theres toooo much to talk about in one post. lmk if u want the full story to any of this hehe my brain is trying SOO hard to make me fall in love but i will not allow it// idont know any1 well enough BUT I WANNA FALL IN LVOE, ,sobad im the biggest hopeless romantic i know ohmygod n basically .. theres this 1 guy i rly find attractive. +my friends think he likes me n i rly wanna like him. but he's nvr talked to me n i have trust issues aftr my ex,, i cant let myself like him rn. but i rly want to apparently hes rly nice + has "expressed interest" in me ?!??!?!! n i have a few stories SO IDK its a longg story i could talk abt it more if any of u want hehe also random instances keep happening w guys and IDK ITS ALOT but also absolutely nothing anyway ive had smmm going on w school like this is definitely my hardest schoolyear yet i wish to post more but. i gotta focus on life stuff i AM working on fun main projects tho :) i promise im going to shut up bc yall do not want to hear me talk anymore sry this was lame but lmk if u wanna hear more abt my life or specific parts of it hehe B) i was gonna add bettr stuff but i dont feel like boring yall w words
