I saw @Daydreamiinq- and @-BrightMars apologize for things they've done in the past, so I'm going to apologize for what I had done as well. - TW-Mention of s/h, (oof)icide, depression, and some more - So, if you don't know, I had an account called @Smol_Dream, that I got banned from for reasons I do not want to tell (however, I did learn from, that event). It's been almost a year since I've been banned from that account And I regret so many things I've done on that account. I was 12 when I first joined scratch And I made the Smol_Dream account when I was closer to being 13. So, when I first saw the Pulling a Blue "trend", which was pretty much exploiting severe mental health problems, I thought it was okay. So I participated in it a lot. Making Dream (oof)icidal or him a self h__mer, not fully understanding that it was wrong. And when I realized it was wrong, I still didn't want to stop doing it. So I decided to exaggerate my own mental health and depression, for I liked the attention. I was a really big attention seeker then, so exaggerating my mental health would give me that attention. I didn't care if the attention was positive or negative then, for I thought attention was attention. By the time I was 13 and 1/2, I realized I shouldn't do that stuff, so I started to stop. I stopped talking about my own mental health due to me being afraid of people I'm so, so sorry And if you wanna know what I was actually diagnosed with, it will be in the Notes and Credits, along with what I suspect/think I might have Those parts will not be for attention I just want to show that people who are/were attention seekers, can have actual mental/physical problems Again, I am really sorry, and I will NEVER do stuff like that again
Just for context of this part "And if you wanna know what I was actually diagnosed with, it will be in the Notes and Credits, along with what I suspect/think I might have" - Diagnosed Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder/ADHD (Severe, don't take meds for it) Depression (Moderate, I have meds for it, so don't worry, I don't take it much though, since it makes me feel angrier than normal) - What I think I have (These aren't diagnosed, so take with a grain of salt, like I am) Autism/ASD (family history of it, I show lots of signs of it) Post Traumatic Stress Disorder/PTSD (I've experienced very traumatic things since a young age, due to a bad home life (it's getting better don't worry!), and people doing...that with me even if they are an adult, and it's really changed me as a person) Dissociative Identity Disorder/Multiple Personality Disorder/DID/MPD (Same with PTSD one, I've experienced a lot, I show symptoms, with 4-5 voices in my head, if you wanna know their names, and a bit about them in general, just say so) - Again, take the "What I think I have" with a grain of salt :) Or you can take all of this with a grain of salt I don't mind :) - Song-Vibrant Eyes by CG5 - Proofread by
