i'm actually tired of this. so i will be taking a little break from scratch for a while, and i know i take breaks a lot, but it's just way too much to handle for me. i'm tired of this. i'm actually tired of this. tired of what? you may ask. i'm tired of my parents, i'm tired of my friends, i'm tired of almost everything in my life. just because of one word. gay. now, i'm gay. and that's the whole point i'm being excluded by almost everything in my life because of this one thing. a few days ago i wanted to buy some earrings. and you know what my mom said? "no". this is the thing i'm tired of. why did my mom say no? she thought it was "for girls" and "gay". now, my mom doesn't even know or suspect that i'm gay... i can't even wear what i want to because of this. and now, i can't even play with my friends outside, the other day i went outside to play with them. and guess what they said. "get away from us, you're gay." THIS is why i'm taking a break. there's nothing wrong with you guys or the scratch community itself. in fact, they accept me being gay. but in real life, it's the complete opposite. none of my friends accept me. and i just can't handle that. my parents don't know i'm gay, but they tell me to play outside. how can i play outside, when my friends dont even LET me play? thanks for taking some time to read this :)
