so about scratch, i could be leaving or staying and whatever. but whatever i do, i just completely fail. everytime i start working on a project it just goes downhill. it never works out the way I want it to. everytime i fail, i try again but get stressed and lose interest in everything. its just so frustrating to completely fail every project you work on. so thats why, i could take a break, hiatus, or leave. i cant get famous, i cant do good projects. im not recognized. i mean, I TRY TO WORK SO HARD but just fail. so im just losing interest and hope in myself. now that i realize, i cant make any good projects. so i just think im DONE with projects.
