lyrics: i'm lost, but i know where i am i'm gone, and yet here i am an unexpected catastrophe just broke my luck and i tried to fix it, but i just screwed it up it was an accident and i am left oh so confused, and that is true feeling overworked and out of my vacation days and i will say my floccinaucinihilipilification of the thing that works let's turn to music, that'll fix it, probably it doesn't solve the issue here but i'll move productively checking the way the traffic flows and traveling where the tradewinds blow i'm the only one who feels it oh, i'm a slave to the music and honestly i trust them (trust them) but i don't trust me trusting them (trusting them) 'cause i don't know how this should work i'm unteachable my goals, they are unreachable i'm a one man band, i need a hand don't understand the plan and when i'm lost i use a map but get lost again 'cause it's a trap i corroborate to collaborate i'd say the state is great i can't go through it alone gotta contact someone over the phone to tell me how to proceed even though that's not what i need what's the time of day? i don't even care anymore since i'm alone i have friends who help me find the way but i don't know what to say i should go outside and i mostly do just fine but the music's right let's feel the rhythm, that'll fix 'em, probably we'll solve the bigger problems later more proactively checking the way the feelings flow and traveling through the joyous glows no one else believes that i'm a slave to the music and honestly i love them (love them) but i don't love me loving them (loving them) 'cause i don't know how this should work i'm unteachable does that make me unreasonable? i cannot think, i need a drink i think i'm on the brink it sucks that i'm unteachable and therefore disagreeable i have seventeen contrasting feelings that mean the same dang thing my memory's erasable at least i'm not irascible can't face my fears, i'm way too sick i'm a slave to the music day by day, that's all i am: a slave to the music
SOUNDCLOUD https://soundcloud.com/drcherryz INSPIRATION music, regret, inadequacy, mushrooms, japan, myself SOFTWARE MuseScore (to write and play instrumentals) iMovie (to record and arrange vocals) TIMELINE "honestly i trust ... work" written Nov 5th, 2021 "i'm unteachable ... i need" written Nov 12th, 2021 "i'm the ... slave to the music" written Nov 21st, 2021 "checking the way ... blow" written Nov 24th, 2021 rest of the lyrics written Nov 28th, 2021 instrumental written Dec 16th - 17th, 2021 singing recorded Dec 17th, 2021 Top Loved March 5th, 2022 Top Remixed March 6th, 2022
