*slides in* Trigger Warning: d/ctors, anxiety, ment of hypervent/lation, medical issues Heyo! Those who look at my profile (first of all- hi) and notice I'm not responding as much or responding infrequently, as well as not posting often, this is bc of my biggest mental unhealth of all: anxiety [Btw, this is a rant and a vent, so be warned, I go off on long tangents] So- I have high amounts of mild anxiety [to professional knowledge] and a big thing in that is social anxiety. When first meeting people here, I was very upbeat, trying to make them like me. Tbh now, I am less focused on making friends. I don't really enjoy roleplaying with people I don't know, so I put more time into rps I am in. If a friend is in one and its intriguing, I might be active. I'm working on a side-comic about my mental interpretations of my surroundings and mental space, so watch out for that. I dont know what I want to present to people as here. Many parts of me need to be expressed, but I can't fathom which and how much of them. Another reason I've been stressed is due to medical issues. At a camp, I experienced extreme amounts of hyperventilation (google it, its worth knowing more) and difficulty moving. Many councilors were- obviously- concerned, and wanted me too check it out. My doctor doesn't know if its allergies (which is really likely), intense anxiety (even more likely) or both. I've also been having for the past 2 years (more frequently now) strange numbness and lightheadedness in my entire body. My mind fogs over, and oftentimes, I shake or move back and forth (this happens over 10-90 seconds). Alongside that, my hands can become numb or tense for no reason, and multiple times a day. My doctor doesn't know what it is. I have 2 referrals to rule out any brain or heart issues. And my mom hasn't discussed it. If that whole blurb doesn't explain why I'm stressed, then look at school. ________ Art: @lemonghost
Have a little animatic _____ If you dont want to read that above, have this summary: I am stressed and exhausted. Please do not be sad when I don't respond to random messages. *slides out*
