im slowly losing it i think. I cant seem to express anything and everything is overwhelming me. My friend k/lled himself earlier this month and i wasn't even able to see him one last time. im just so tired of being here. Not scratch, but this house. My parents are homophobic and transphobic, they never stick up for me and say me getting bullied is my fault...i wanna go home but i dont know where home is. My parents have given me severe religious trauma to the point of even stepping in a church makes me wanna hurl.