Yea, I'm going too overboard with this right? *laughs* Many other people have way more terrible lives than me, why am I posting something like this? It's nothing! I try to change but the old me still comes back no matter how hard I try. Wanting to be center of attention. I want to stop and change but I can't. 1st scene || getting ignored ---------------------------------------- Me and that boy are really good friends. It's just whenever I say "Hi" to him, he does say "Hi" back, he just doesn't look at me. To me, he acts like he's either mad at me or he started to dislike me. 2nd scene || not being included ----------------------------------------------- Not all the time, but whenever I play with someone or I'm in a group, I get ignored once again. I come up with ideas, but they never get heard. I sometimes feel like someone actually hears me and steals the idea to make it their own. Or they just had the same idea. If I was playing a game like for example "Who knows me best", they forget I didn't get a turn or they forget I'm there until I actually speak. 3rd || getting disgusted looks ------------------------------------------- I just walk by at school or literally anywhere, and I would get disgusted looks at them when we look at each other. This mostly happens with younger kids. I just try to be kind to them, but then they look disgusted at me. 4th || feels invisible online and offline ------------------------------------------------------- Online: I can't wait to see what people are doing while I was gone. But then I see my messages and it's empty. I don't really mind sometimes, but I sometimes want to actually have talks with people online. Offline: I'm there, but people act like I'm not. Then when I speak, I just jump-scare everyone. 5th || me and my irl bff being left behind XD ------------------------------------------------------------- Me and her get left behind in class bc she was getting her stuff. BUT THEN THEY JUST LEFT US BEHIND. Our teacher just blames us for taking too long and staying behind. So she told us to not walk together anymore. We can still be together, but we're just not allowed to goof around. It just sounds and looks like people don't like us. Shoutout: Irl bff - Youtube: ErR0r most viewed: Me and my friends at 3am 8 subs (pls go sub to her!)
