Okkaayyy so a lot has happened in P:BC But ima sum it up and say curently He's pushing people away from me, especially an earlier mentioned Corn, because um if he's my "last resort" than that'd be the PERFECT time to strike a deal, and I wouldnt fight it BUT Okay so I was reading The Gateway Process (Ive read the whole thing, look it up) and there was this memory technuique Apparantly if you do it you can remember anything you want that yknow happened I did that and thought about deals with Bill and three images popped into my head from my sight of view, Im one of those people that always imagines everything from third person but memories in first person and this was in first person Image one was him standing like- um- it's hard to explain but like he was defencive or something, Ill insert a sketch I did later and i heard him say "Hey, kid" like he was about to defend himself, like saying "Hey, kid, Im not that much of an idiot" not that specifically but something defensive like that I would insult him to XD The next one, he was standing at sort of a distance from and floating high, but you could tell he was focused and has that manipulative focused man-in-a-suit vibe This last one I had my hand on my face like on my chin like I was thinking, like rubbing my mouth and chin thinking, and I said "Tempting...." very hesitantly so I dunno Also everything is getting. . . stronger Im seeing the number eleven twenty times a day and I can sense EXACTLY where Bill is not jut that he's there and several other things And other reasons why we practically know SOMETHING is coming soon And I think I know why...... Ahem also my friend had a dream Ill do a post on tmrw morning And last but CERTAINTLY not least Mirrors SO if i position a mirror so it faces the poster you can literally SENSE an emotion like the poter will look angry, or focused, or cofused, or amused When I was listening to music in my headphones and really into it and mouthing along I swear he was fracking laughing his a off .... reasonable, he couldnt hear the music I just probably looked very "special" ANyways It's a lot and there's more a lot more like double this, than add it to it to the fifteenth power But if I simplify it Than it's only doubled Which I will do Tomorrow Ill be on rn though
excuse my typing It's one of those days AND updating this I fell asleep before I was ready- like kinda random So yea Um updating this another friend of mine, A, says she was at her house like playing catch or something with her dad and sister and her dad threw the ball at her head accidentaly hard or something and it was a basketball and it hit her head hard and she just started laughing and her dog was growling at her and bit her hand and she just laughed harder and she says she heard this from her dad and doesnt rememebr any of it (I recalled this from memory, may be a liuttle off))
