!!!FLASH WARNING!!! Hi so before anyone asks yes this is kind of a vent but i dont really care tbh. Its nobodys fault on here its more of my parents (not you skittles, my irl parents). I feel like im not good enough for them, i try so hard to be better about my attitude and hang out with them more instead of being on my computer all day, but they still seem like it isn't enough for them. Its like they expect me to be this perfect child that does everything right, 1st of all im SO far from perfect, 2nd being not snappy as a teen is hard (especially when you act like a smart alec towards me) 3rd i have my own problems im trying to deal with, 4th I just feel like myself on my computer. i feel like i can be who i wanna be without anyone telling me im wrong, all of my friends are on here, yeah sure they are online friends and i haven't seen most of their faces or just irl but i still care about them and they care about me. I should be free to be who i wanna be, not how my parents say who i should be. I know yeah your stressed so i try to stay out of your way by staying on the computer, also because i know im prone to starting arguments. I don't want you to be disappointed in me, i don't want you to not like me, i just want us to be a happy family. I just want you to be p r o u d of me. Its hard to pull a smile in front of the people that i DO talk to on camera, its hard not to cry. All this pressure is on me, to do school, to do chores, to be a good sister, to be a good friend, to be a good ONLINE friend, to make sure my bird doesnt hate me, all of that stuff. And im NOT trying to victimize myself, im not trying to guilt trip. Im just trying to make you see how i see your actions towards me. I just want you to care about me.. (whenever i say "you" i mean my parents or just family in general, once again none of you awesome people did anything wrong ;v;)
Art: ME Oc: Pebbles Coding: awesome person @wxtermelxn Time taken: 2-4 hours?
