older i get and fake a smile

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hello , i made this cause these song's explains my life! sorry it doesn't stop the mouth and the ears are moving but like i said this explains my life not a lie fake a smile gatcha/gotcha life video coming +older i get lyrics older i get :I used to shut my door while my mother screamed in the kitchen I'd turn the music up, get high and try not to listen To every little fight, 'cause neither one was right I swore I'd never be like them But I was just a kid back then The older I get the more that I see My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me And loving is hard, it don't always work You just try your best not to get hurt I used to be mad but now I know Sometimes it's better to let someone go It just hadn't hit me yet The older I get I used to wonder why, why they could never be happy I used to close my eyes and pray for a whole 'nother family Where everything was fine, one that felt like mine I swore I'd never be like them But I was just a kid back then The older I get the more that I see My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me And loving is hard, it don't always work You just try your best not to get hurt I used to be mad but now I know Sometimes it's better to let someone go It just hadn't hit me yet The older I get The older I get the more that I see My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me And loving is hard, it don't always work You just try your best not to get hurt I used to be mad but now I know Sometimes it's better to let someone go It just hadn't hit me yet The older I get fake a smile:You and I, up all night Nothing's wrong, nothing's right I swear these walls are upside down Swear the roof is underground Demons don't sleep at night Oh, oh, oh I try to turn off my mind Say I'm doing just fine But I'm screaming inside like (oh-oh-oh-oh) Say these words on repeat While I'm trying to breathe Now you're counting on me So I fake a smile But I know you know me too well But it's alright You're like heaven when I'm in hell You were there, heavy heart Tasted light but fed the dark I'm waiting for them all to see I don't deserve your company To love myself is way too hard Oh, oh, oh I try to turn off my mind Say I'm doing just fine But I'm screaming inside like (oh-oh-oh-oh) Say these words on repeat While I'm trying to breathe Now you're counting on me So I fake a smile But I know you know me too well But it's alright You're like heaven when I'm in hell So I fake a smile But I know you know me too well But it's alright You're like heaven when I'm in hell So I fake a smile But I know you know me too well But it's alright You're like heaven when I'm in hell So I fake a smile But I know you know me too well But it's alright You're like heaven when I'm in hell