sorry, I'm seriously going through panic attacks from time to time nowadays, I'm posting this just to say I'm going on break or leaving. I'll state reasons into categories. I really will be going on break now and I'll be focusing on pin now. 01 : Friends I'm tired and broken. I'm loosing friends fast on scratch. Won't be long till I loose all, anyways. They just ignore me. They exclude me in group chats, I know. They talk behind my back. They don't contact me. 02 : Family problems So my one of my fam members has a rlly bad temper. She/he always gets mad randomly over the smallest things. Even when I did nothing, she/he blames me for nothing and yells. She/he just forgot where their phone was and came. I was doing hw in my room. They just snatched it away and threw it onto the floor. They yelled at me that I stole it. They forced me to take my phone out and call it. They took it away. Now I'm just crying non stop :( 03 : irl friends They tease me just for going onto scratch or pin. Even though they're good and mean well, I really don't like it when they make fun of me. Their teasing is getting out of hand. won't say anything else related. I can't keep putting up my happy face irl or online anymore. I feel broken. I have no one to talk to. I don't dare admit it to my best friends or family. If you have anything to say, just say it, I'm most likely leaving anyway.
