: ̗̀➛ my 2021 summary of art !!! + updates (*≧∀≦*) late happy 2022 / happy holidays !!! YO .... havent posted in months imsosorry im super late to this but figured i'd do it anyway + finally update yall on some things !! <3 ignore scratch absolutely obliterating the quality - - - - : ̗̀➛ 2021 summary of art im gonna b honest the last 2 are NOT accurate i did not draw anything remotely decent in those two months i had a lot going on :skull: pretend its accurate i didn't improve alot ? if anything i got worse i honestly not my best year for drawing ! life changed so so much over 2021 + i only had bursts of activity, ty all for being patient w me i wish i could be as active as i want to </3 2022 resolution .... improve and actually draw but this account grew SM over 2021 so i rly want to thank u guys. i would've given up all my motivation for drawing if it wasnt for ur support<3 i started 2021 with 1k and ended with 4K ?!?!?!? HOWWWW thats so insane <!1//?!?!, little me would be screAMING rn i dont deserve the love ty ty ty endlessly (★^O^★) - - - - : ̗̀➛ updates [ sorry for length in advance ] ~ i had a few updates on my alt @sweetenr a month ago if u never saw ! //i need to update on that guy situation eventually,, it's odd ~ so . idk where to start ! the MAIN reason i've been so inactive is bc i realized i needed to stop prioritizing scratch. i was pressuring myself to posting as much as i could / trying to push out content u all would enjoy but i was struggling w liking my art bc of how rushed it was. it felt more like a job than an actual fun hobby yk? + ofc none of u were directly pressuring me to post ,, it was mostly myself ;v; yet with followers there's kind of always a constant pressure ? so many ppl unfollow / stop engaging w users bc they dont constantly post high quality projects ;; so yes i realized i had more important things to worry about like school , personal issues, + like i should be getting a job / driving and all but i was too busy drawing lil animals LOL + i was also stressed w the sudden amount of ppl stealing my art or copying my style / personality?? it bothered me also i hate my online personality like its me but not idek its weird im j annoying anyway i am less busy now + finally have motivation to draw + work on my style !! i should mention how i kept saying i was working on big projects + was excited to share them. that was true ! but i finally need to let go of them i had such high hopes of them + spent SO much random time in hopes of finishing but i realistically can't anymore i'll definitely post the huge pmv i worked on for months, the animation / art is old but im proud of the idea i had for it :) btw the ferrets are great !! not much to say bc they've been so good :') time for random useless things >:D i recently finished watching arcane and omg i love it so so much funny how i obsessed over jinx from teen titans a bit ago + now im obsessed w jinx from arcane LOL also?? i randomly got interested in fnaf ?? i've never had a TRUE fnaf phase before but now im like. INVESTED. i love so many of the characters stop its embarrassing and the lore is so cool i knew about it since it came out + looked into it / watched playthroughs as a kid but now ..... its bad LOL i just love horror stuff so so much SPEAKING OF WHICH i finished playing house of ashes ( a horror game ) and it was sooo good + i love the whole anthology of those games also still obsessed w hollow knight if u like any of those things PLS TALK TO ME ABOUT THEM HAHAHA i get too invested in things + talk to me abt anything //if u want// i love talking to u all i get so happy whenever any1 comments on my profile / projects so sorry i forgot everything i was going to say so this turned into nonsense again i apologize for my inactivity but expect that pmv to be posted + for more projects !! any types of projects u want to see from me ?? :D it can be smth new or smth i've nvr done before + im posting an art dump soooooon ,,, + ᵐᵃʸ ᵒʳ ᵐᵃʸ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵇ ʷᵒʳᵏᶦⁿᵍ ᵒⁿ ᵃⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵈᵗᵃ...... ʰᵉʰᵉ ( ˘ ³˘)♥ love u all :) <3 - - - - : ̗̀➛ credits art ] song ] lullaby - snail's house coding ] [ thumbnail ] [ zoom ] [ particles ]
