so thing is ;; I just feel like I'm becoming "toxic". not as in SUPER actual toxic but I'm becoming kinda... selfish? idk- but like yk what I mean: i feel like I'm always putting MY life into my comments on ppls "i'm sad" projects ; idk if it's because of my personal issues, the fact my life SUCKS and the fact that no one cares so I have to manually make them care even if they fake it- that was long xD and I always snap at my parents and stuff. they say I need to learn to take jokes well I'm sorry I share my opinion and ALL YOU EVER DO is argue back or go on with a whole buncha other stuff, and also they can't appreciate I'm emotional it's MY DANG PERSONALITY NOT EVERYONE IS THE FREAKING SAME like when I have "problems" with people at school or smth they DON'T CONSIDER how I feel. They are DIFFERENT and they ACT like I'm the same. it's like basically my foot is dying right? (this is irl ;w;) they put a special insole in my shoes SURE that helps PREVENT it from happening again BUT it already HAPPENED, and just saying it's a short term thing is NOT exactly going to MAGICALLY heal it- and I feel like I keep having to argue with my friends, because they never get what I mean- or should I say, mostly the people I'm not exactly friends with - well, 1 or 2 people. xD because like and literally am I being toxic here? me: *says idea* people: *cuts off* people: *it doesn't work* me: *listen, hear out the other half, I think it's pretty good" me: *says idea* people: *ignore* some people: *look it doesn't work* me: sits down and just lets them do it. because they literally WON'T listen to my idea so I might as well not bother contributing anything more than I already had right? If it won't do anything why bother? people: "real name, stop being so selfish!" me: "I'm not being selfish. I tried to share my idea YOU think it;s bad, so I might as well NOT try and share the rest of it since you already seem to have decided that it's bad." people: "that's not fair!" me: "I'm just trying to save time and now your arguing with me?" me: *ignores* like bruh- what's it got to do with fairness/ you see how it feels with people acting like your rude and with people ignoring you?
