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[tw :: racism, censored cursing] so, for the context. i was in outlaster (a roblox game), and my team was full of people with the same aesthetic- black clothes, skin, and hair. and i was similar as of clothes, but one main difference. i had white skin on my avatar. it was how i preferred it on my avatar. fast forward. my team lost the first game, and we were at the voting thing, where you vote a person from your team off. and if the image isn't obvious, sOmEoNe from the server decided to call me out. but this wasn't standard- not by my capabilities, or my skill. they literally told the rest of the ppl to vote me out because i was literally [damn] WHITE. excuse me? they were making dumb excuses like "it's black history month!" and/or "oh, she just doesn't look like us" well. even for people like this, this is just damn racist. i dont know why i stayed in a server full of "cnp" (copy-and-paste- google it) people on the team, but i wanted to have fun. did i? no. furthermore, i myself was accused of being racist, even though i said absolutely nothing against them, and wanted to play normally. the nerve of some people. i left the server immediately after i was voted out. i am deeply hurt and offended, because im asian. i know it's not my fault, but apparently, to them, it was my color that decided my fate. and that is so wrong. i care about black people, of course. they're humans, like us, and i don't think that matters. but this? this is beyond something i can take alone. even though this isn't singled for just me, i still feel like this would hurt many others. even though i left the server, this shouldn't remain unaddressed. im not having that. spread awareness, give advice, you can do what you'd like. i wanted people to be aware that this is happening to me. #stopasianhate #stopthisnow #racismisacrime (the blocked chat bubble says "i voted sai". probably because they were told to.)