Press the green flag. I would encourage you to read the thing below this. I'm sorry it's long, but I needed to say that stuff. So if you have time, please read it. God cares about you!!!!!!!!!
God is so good. He loves everyone and forgives everyone no matter what they've done. When you feel like no one is there for you, God is. You can talk to God whenever you need. He's always ready to listen. You can let him know all you struggles and what you're sad about and what you're thankful for. God will help you with your struggles. It might take a while for you to overcome your struggles. If you want to give your life to God, then pray to Him and ask him to forgive you and take control of your life. The most important thing is that your hart actually means what your saying and that you try to live a loving life. Try reading the Bible. I would suggest reading Psalms and Proverbs. Those are my favorite books in the Bible.