tw: SA, " and you dont seem to understand " [ hiii! i normally dont enter for these type of things but when i came across this design i fell in love! it's so pretty and i immediately came up with the perfect scenario haha! anywayzz please enjoy the art n backstory/story! ] it wasn't a while ago... actually quite recently. maybe she was wrong, she couldn't remember much. but all she remembered was pain. suffering. and uncontrollable urges. she was never close to anyone growing up, being the perfect victim for an abduction. it was quite predictable of what would happen to her. she was hurt at home and recalled it a "act of the devil". though she didn't pay too much attention towards the subject. when she was around 7 years old she was abducted by a man in his late 30s, he inflicted sexual actions onto her and extreme forms of abuse that you couldn't even think of. she never showed much of a emotion and mainly was quiet and displayed a blank face. she no longer felt like a human, just pain. though she never showed her emotions. they were touching her from all over while she was empty and blank. after 8 years the man finally got caught for his indecent actions and was soon put into jail, while hoshie was hospitalized and was mandatory to stay in the hospital for almost all her life. luckily hoshie recovered sooner than expected, all the expectations were met and she physically was better. even though she was physically recovered, did no one care for her inside? what about emotionally? she was ruined and torn, she felt ruined and wanted to die everyday. but no one cared. she displayed a face forever. no one ever cared to ask anyway. no one was there. she walked into a toystore for the first time. she knew it was a childish act but she never really had much of a childhood. on one of the shelfs was a cat stuffed animal. without hesitation she purchased the toy. that was the last day she was seen by a public audience, she was kidnapped once again and was no longer heard by anyone
