lately, i feel so alone, fake friends that i didnt have to know, the same ones that have f**ked me over and whenever i need em there gone, i am depressed and it hurts me to know, my ex is happy but i cant seem to cope, my anxiety is high but my medication is low, i am so stressed and i hate being home, like im happy but really im in a slump, never found someone who really loved me, its hard to see heaven when you know your hellbound, i hope you understand my pain, i hate being down this road, im so alone.