lately all i feel is pain, feels like my heart doesnt beat the same, i wanna give up and i feel stuck in a life i know i cannot change, im really lonely and feel drained sometimes i feel like a mistake, i just sit and dwell in my trauma, my lifes full of problems i feel like i might break, i try to move on but i cant, break down after break down and somedays i wish i could run away, where did my life go wrong, im still lost trying to find my purpose, i still feel depressed... i lost all my friends, i feel like im useless and worthless..., everybody be hating on me..., i just dont get it i try my best to keep you guys happy but i give up, i give up on life...