just saying.

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hi. I know y'all are probably even annoyed by reading this case I post random messages all the time lmao I'm sorry but like. I feel so selfish. now while I don't know how to explain this, I'll try. so it seems to me many ppl in the aesthetic community have been thriving and making new friendships. they seem so happy on here. posting new projects. getting views. all things that scratch should be is just there for them. and then u have me. drifting away from all my friends. not posting anymore. getting ignored by ppl. getting lied to. (by my own "bestie.") losing motivation and attention because of it. my acc isn't the thriving aesthetic place it used to be. now I'm just another dead scratcher that posts crappy stuff when I muster up some motivation. my life irl is hectic enough, but at least there I'm not ignored by ppl, yk? idk now there's all these friendship trends and stuff with ppl making friend banners.. like and I'm seeing the same ppl in them too tbh. and there also the hacking stuff like I've got no one to do it with? I wish I did??? idk. I rlly wanna leave but I kinda don't. I mean, I love the scratch community but there's nothing I wanna post anymore. I just feel like a lazy bum compared to others who actually put work into their projects. so then I feel bad about that and I don't wanna post even more. I only have messages on this acc bc on @cyber-tears I asked y'all to follow me here bc I was temp moving but other than that I have nothing. all I get is notifications of studio activity, and on pin I get notifications of my friends saving matching pfps to do with their friends who they have nicknames for and treat like real friend. not like mine. now I'm not saying my friends are bad. I'm the problem. I don't talk to my friends, but my friends don't talk to me either , yk?? like on Pinterest the most recent message before today was a week ago.like, am I so bad that even on pin no one wants to talk to me?? and even on here too, my friends have barely talked to me anyways. omg wtv this doesn't even make sense ok bye hating my scratch social life rn and just life frfr

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