"Don't you ever get bored of tormenting me?" I asked calmly, trying not to let my voice quiver in fear. Shawn laughed and shoved my head into the locker, and I gasped in pain as my head slammed against the metal. Shawn growled, "You try to act all tough, but you're really just a scared little girl, aren't you?" I could feel Alek's anger radiating throughout the room. I closed my eyes and tried to block out the voices rising up in my mind, "You deserve this," "Accept it, it will never change," "They know you're crazy, this is what you get." I could hear Aleks shouting at me to ignore the voices, and I focused on his instead. I felt my schoolbag get ripped off my back, yanking my arms backwards painfully in the process. I involentarly let out a yelp of pain. Shawn opened my school bag and dumped its contents onto the floor. I watched my journal clatter to the floor, and tried to snatch it up before he could. He tutted disapprovingly and shoved me backwards. He picked up my journal and started to skim through it. "Give it back, that's mine!" I shouted at him. By now, first period had let out and there was a crowd surrounding us in the hallways. I glanced around helplessly, searching for someone to help me. Aleks stood at the front of the crowd, clenching his fist. I knew that if he was able to, he would swing at Shawn. "Dear diary, today I skipped my pills again. I wouldn't know what to do without Aleks, he is very important to me," Shawn read out of my journal mockingly. Tears started forming in the corner of my eyes and I quickly wiped them away. I saw someone showing their way through the crowd and groaned. Why did he always have to come to my rescue? When Tyler finally made it to the front, he kept going until he was directly in front of Shawn. "Dude, leave her be. She did nothing to you," he said. Shawn scoffed and threw the journal on the floor, "Being a freak is enough of a warrant as any," he justified. As he walked off, he made sure to step all over my belongings, scattering them even more.
DISCLAIMER I am not a professional when it comes to Schizophrenia, except for the fact that I can spell it right the first time lol PART ONE PART THREE
