i'm realizing that i've been on this website for almost five years now. man. i remember when i first joined this website. i remember all the fun i've had, i remember all the people i met. sometimes this site feels like a ghost town, all of the people i knew, all of the people i laughed with, preserved in a profile that hasn't been touched in ages. i miss the people, i miss how everything was simpler, i miss old scratch. maybe part of how hard nostalgia hits for me here is that it was just a simpler time, five years ago. there was less to worry about in life. to all of my old friends, most of whom have moved on - thank you for being here, thank you for the memories. i hope you're well. so much has changed. and yet i remain. i hope there will be people to bid me farewell once it is finally time for me to officially go.
i'm not leaving, by the way. i just wanted to say something.
