i went to school today after the half term break. it was horrible. got sent home after 10am snack break because I cried all morning. well, there's a few things: 1. the ruby person threatened to k!ll my boyfriend again. (I think I ranted about her saying it once or twice.) 2. this homophobic kid in my class told me to go d!e. he said that in front of a teacher. (he got in trouble but i'm just rlly upset) 3. I actually got better when I reached home and ranted to my mom, but then the homophobic kid and ruby are saying they're “plotting something” 4. apparently I told arielle once that stray kids is one of the reason I'm alive rn, somehow my classmates found that information in arielle's old locker and now my classmates are wanting them to disband because they want me to d!e. (sigh) 5. why does my classmates want me to die so much? 6. the homophobic kid threatened to k!ll my loved ones if I don't d!e. bruh-