I just need to let this out and vent, thanks so much if your reading this ========================================= Ok…. I really need to get this out. I’m just…. Ok, so I have anxiety, and it’s been really messing with me lately and interfering with my daily life… I have night anxiety, so it sometimes get to the point where I just don’t even want to go to bed. It’s just that…. I don’t know. Sometimes I just need to have someone to talk to, and sometimes I don’t want anything but to be alone. It’s hard, and sometimes I don’t really know if I think that any of it is worth it. I don’t really know if I’m ok or not half the time, and it’s hard to keep up my exterior of being ok. I mean, I am happy most of the time, but I’m almost always slightly stressed, even if only a little. Sometimes I just feel like screaming my agony to the world. ========================================= Thx for reading and putting up with my rambling. <3 oh wow- this song fits how I'm feeling right now SO WELL.