(well it's about time, hasn't it?) I haven't been doing any project making since December (or really, since april). I don't feel like doing much either since i'm always mentally and physically exhausted. In fact, I haven't been working on the physical paper work after school because i did not feel like it. It's like i still can't sleep because something is always bothering me. besides finding a good sleep position, it's something to do with someone else. You remember what happened in April (the time i freaked out of control)? It's always in my head, and i can't get it out. This one enigma of a person who is probably still mad at me has bothered me since then, and it may always be like that since there's no sign of seeing the messages i tried to comment. And please, don't ask for usernames in attempts to reach out to said user. I don't want to make the situation worse then it already has. And no, they are not on scratch, so don't ask. Posting these rants and vents may be a risk for many things, mainly being questioned by people, and somehow making things worse for said user are two main problems i can have. I don't think making these things make sense either, as it does nothing to make the situation better, does it? music: Waiting vhs land, composed by myself. (i still have no idea how to upload quality audio. I might try mp3 next.)
