Why I'm keeping this account up

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Alternate title: I try to explain why Im keeping this account up and it turns into a detailed project on the history of my account :') I joined back in about mid 2019 and I was so pumped because @warriorcatfan745 told me about this magical place with all the warriors games you could ask for so I asked my mom if I could join and surprisingly, she said yes, And thus began my life-changing and very cringey journey on here. I had never been allowed to use the internet before joining this website (yep I wasn't even allowed to google stuff) so you can understand my excitement. I was like, WoW A WHoLE WEBSITE OF OTHER KIDs WHO ALSO LEIK WaRIoR CatS!!1!!1!1!1!! But do to not knowing how to act on the internet (and around people in general looking back) I talked like a literal 5 year old. Not saying my exact age but I was around 9-11 so you'd think I would actually use proper grammar at least 70% of the time. I also did some pretty terrible things without even realizing it. Then at some point I deleted all of my projects (did I mention I was also super depressed for some reason-) and I attempted to make better warrior cat content but that ended up failing and I entered my "Oh ShOOT I LiKE MaRIo NOw" phase sometime in early 2020. You'd think after abandoning warriors I would start acting at least a little more mature but nAh I ended up being (almost)as cringey as I was in my warriors phase. I continued this reign of terror until @warriorcatfan745 introduced me to mha and I moved accounts to @slipperyfrog72 . And I just want to say THANK GOODNESS I DIDN'T POST MUCH BACK THEN- I was obsessed with mha for a while I guess and I finally started using proper grammar and being at least a little more polite in my comments, but then of course I tried to change my password and that somehow broke my account so I had to go back to THIS account for a bit. Luckily I didn't really post much and then realized I could just make a new account and that brings us to my current account, (for now) @powered-off . I once again fell down the cringe rabbit hole until I was forced to go on hiatus after getting my only way to access scratch taken away. And that brings us to where I am now. As im writing this im going through a sonic phase but instead of falling down the ever so tempting cringe rabbit hole im actually trying to post semi decent stuff and idk, be an actual person?? I'd like let go of all the garbage I did and apologize to everyone I may have hurt without realizing it, im very very VERY sorry for the terrible way I acted and please don't hold a grudge against me, I didn't know any better and I've done things to try and change these past 3 years. Anyway if you somehow took the time to read all that, im keeping this account up because it was a super important part of my life. Despite all the garbage art from when I had no understanding of anatomy if I deleted it all I would never forgive myself. I'm still mad at myself for deleting all those countless projects a bit over 2 years ago despite the fact most of them were just weird garbage because they say something about who I was back then and how I've improved leading up to where I am now. So uh, sorry for the super long thing im absolutely terrible at writing serious stuff like this lol- How'd I do?? Im actually proud of this XP