Heh-.. why? Why do I keep trying to fix a relationship that is so broken i can't look at the pieces and even see what the relationship looked like when I was happy-.. they don't care. I'm a punching bag to them at this point. I can't make a comment without it being turned into an insult towards me. For example tonight I said- "this flag charm is getting a little big" to which they responded-.. "you're getting a little big"... I promptly upset them because I was being quiet.. then later we hung up and I just stared at a wall trying not to cry-..
I feel like I'm going to vomit- why do I bother trying? Its no use i can't change what they do-
