I’ve been feeling unmotivated lately. Eveytime I come to scratch, I get nervous to open my mail. Why? Hate. Toxic ness. I’m afraid people might hate me. Sure, I have followers but that’s nothing compared to having real friends. I don’t have any scratch friends, everyone has friends, EXCEPT ME. I’m done with this. I’m DONE with people making me feel alone. (I’m turning off comments, I DONT want to start drama. I have my own crap to deal with.)