TW: mentions of $vicide, panic attacks, sh, sa, misgendering if you're uncomfortable this that's perfectly fine but don't read the below and have a lovely day <3 idk how do I start this idk let's just get into this garbage so this is the third time this person has told me they are going to commit $*icide and I can't take this anymore as someone who has lost friends due to $*icide and I was really worried abt it but I'm pretty sure they were just trying to get sympathy and I'm just done with people and I've been really busy and I don't know what to do and I'm just so done man my irl friend keeps bring up my trauma because they were "jealous" and I was "lucky" like seriously this was a big thing and continues to affect my like today when it happened 4 years ago ill never be over it and my anxiety has hated me recently and I've two panic in this week alone and another person irl told everyone my de@dname so now everyone's calling me that bc they think it's funny and I relapsed three days ago and I regret it so much and I just cant do this anymore.
regardless of whether or not you read, appreciate you so much and I'm glad you're in this world :) also to people who came here from my dA don't worry I'm fine its not like last time
