Soo… I’m gonna start with why I started scratch.. I got scratch a few months ago, but that was only because I was feeling very neglected at the time and thought all of my irl friends and irl bestie were hating on me. a few nights ago I was listening to the best songs ever and then I suddenly started crying. I think it was because I had just realized it wasn’t my friends who were being rude, it was me I was the jerk. So I got on scratch, I didn’t realize how long I had been off until I saw 30 messages from a month ago, I finally realized that I had made new friends and felt happy, and I didn’t think to get on scratch which is why I am taking a hiatus for a few weeks so I can focus on my new life with my besties and my friends. (And getting rid of toxic relationships.)
Another thing I’m questioning… is it weird that I ended a toxic friendship and the next day we are talking about what we did when we ended the friendship… (we told all of our friends and stuff about it, her side was all like great now that Sara is gone we can now bully her without you yelling at us! And my side was all like it’s ok Sara, it must’ve been hard to do that and one door closes but another one opens) so we used the excuse that we were ‘family friends’ so we could talk. (I mean we are family friends either way)
