hey guys. sorry, i have not been posting much. im going through a rough time and i did not wanna put any pressure on anyone so im sorry for not informing you why the map is on hold. but anyway, im not having a good time right now and i think you know why due to what the picture is about. you don't need to send any comments like, 'OH! are you ok???' or ' WHAT HAPPENED?' because im FINE now. sorry to all my friends why i was not responding to them on other media's, i thought i could deal with my OWN problems on hating the way i look and other things. thank you for ALL your help. i was thinking on doing a face revel but that is also why i went through this. apparently in this community lots of people only follow people for the way they look and other things like that. i thought i looked to fat so the best way to do things is to lose some weight first. i tried eating little to no food at all and then when i realized this was wrong, i tried to get out of that habit but something fell over me and dragged me down more. when you stop eating for a while, and get back to eating more, you can't just go, 'oh hey! im better now!' no. your body builds up that food because it thinks your going to do that again. i was going through that and then one day, i was scrolling trough you tube. i follow Jaiden animations so i know what her videos are like. i saw one of her videos and it was the EXACT same thing i was going through. so, i took her advise and words, and i became stronger. it does not matter how many times you are knocked down. it matters how many times you get back up. you get knocked down 7 times, you get up 8. i WILL do a face revel one day. thank you for all your help. this was an adventure i will never go on again. thank you.
