im gonna remain in denial when it comes to everything now... Im great and not drowning in my own thoughts wanting something or someone to end it for me. My partner is a good person who cares about me and doesn't hate me and doesn't get mad at me for no reason. I'm not constantly feeling sick and in physical pain. I'm not having constant panic attacks and I'm not in love with my best friends cause I'm 90% sure that's what made one of my friendships so distant-... but no I'm not in love with my best friends... heh-
