Its me. I'm the mistake. I can't do anything right. All I do is make mistakes and upset people. Sometimes its things I don't have control over. But its still my fault because I'm the one who is the easiest to blame because ill just apologize for it. My family and partner does it on a daily basis. I'm just a punching bag to them. They forget that I HAVE F---ING FEELINGS...or they know and just don't care.. I'm just a toy to them. A piece of clay they get to mold into the perfect daughter, sister or girlfriend. Clay dries out tho. And it remains in whatever broken mess you left it in. Thats me. I'm the broken mistake. The unfinished project. Trash, because you can't fix it. Its set in stone... so leave the trash be. Its not worth the effort nor time worth trying to fix.. this is just a vent. You dont have to say anything. Don't pity me for this. Don't apologize. It's not your problem to deal with. So just read it and go on with your day.
