guys i swear ill be active soon im sorry ill probably have overdue payments. take my offer for Night, for example. my original offer i couldve done, it wouldve been easier, but i decided to go with upping the offer. still kinda mad about not even being given specific characters. i’m losing motivation in a lot of things- that i wont rant about here, because child friendly website. i’m mainly active on roblox but otherwise i’ve just basically disappeared. i’m sorry. i’m overwhelmingly tired and just unable to function properly. i keep forgetting basic things, like to feed myself for example. i’m also just never hungry anymore in general. i’ve lost nearly all my energy and just getting out of bed is difficult. i’m struggling with falling asleep and staying asleep. i keep having horribly vivid nightmares of things from the past and i don’t have any way to deal with it. i wake up crying and not knowing what to do. i’m exhausted and upset. my heart hurts a little more today.
here’s to me getting better, i guess.
