♡ hi, im /lilac/, that is my undercover name, here is my side of the story, the drama isn't exactly over, I'm sharing my perspective and opinion now - - - as sage mentioned, I'm not trying to hate on anyone, especially zena. this is not to be taken as threats or hatred, this is merely my perspective of zena. - - - zena, you're a really really unique and kind person but you've made many mistakes, just as a normal person would. However, you keep repeating them and just as the mistakes get more severe. you've also been involved in many dramas (in which, I will not mention). I hope you don't take this as an offence but I believe most of these dramas did not need you interfering with them. I've been friends with you for quite a while. I know you may not consider me as a real friend. I always supported you and trusted you. I tried making you smile and be cheerful when you felt down. We had long conversations with each other. I always tried to contact you, same with /sage/, /blue/, /yellow/ and /pink/. Till you back stabbed us. We all went slightly inactive. Everyone does eventually. But we still kept in contact with other messaging platforms. You never replied or spoke with us though. We didn't mind, we still loved you as a friend. But in scratch, you made new friends. You took advantage of us being inactive and made new friends. An example is jess, she has been ia lately and it's like she is invisible now. You don't include her in any of your 'friend lists'. If you didn't know, or at least remember, she has been a supportive friend of yours since @zenaa-. We still tried talking to you but you never replied to us, only mel. You ignored our dms to you. Another thing is the fake leaving. You always say that you're leaving for real but you always come back with a new account. there's @shxeep, @xyniia, @qemstone, @eudoriq, @rvsiaa and many more. On each account, you were either blocked or left. You still came back on an account each time. You guilt trip everyone and express how sad you are about haters when you are indirectly hurting your own friends. Zena, I really feel hurt and let down by your actions. I know everyone changes but I think I preferred the former zena. The zena that always made us smile. The zena that was positive. The zena that was so exciting and cheerful. Although no one can remain happy and cheerful, it's always okay to be sad sometimes. This time, you're just guilt tripping everyone. I don't mean to be offensive or hate you but it's just disappointing. It's an opinion, and I respect yours, I'm just asking you to consider changing and apologising. - imy zena, lilac