my mom and dad just indirectly called me stupid and a failure... my now ex said they wanna stay friends but ignore me and then get mad when i don't talk to them... i want a genuine hug from someone.. I'm tired of hugging a pillow cause everyone i know irl is repulsed by me-.. my mom found where i SH and i had to play it off as my cat-.. my friend also almost figured it out when i told them i had to take meds for pain-.. why do I keep trying to keep people who don't care happy?.. its just self destructive at this point... my ex stopped caring about me when broke up-.. they sort of just ignore my existence.. i tried to give them a bracelet i made for them that broke-.. they said they didn't want it anymore-.. it was an emerald duo bracelet that was philza themed-.. i had the techno one.. they normally don't mind stuff like that-.. they really lost all interest didn't they?... i- know i said no more vents but i needed to just let this out... its a bottle that i keep to myself to the best of my abilities but bottles only hold so much-..
