uh... enjoy my mediocre release of all my pent up anxiety, i guess. [context below] Also, if you're going to come and comment hate, make sure it's: ◻ Got proper grammar and spelling. ◻ Is not some pathetic/weak attack. ◻ Actually going to deal me emotional damage. If you're going to snark at me, my ONLY request is you do it RIGHT. I don't care about getting hated on in general- I'm used to that. - a an any anyw anywa anyway anyways anyway anywa anyw any an a - i'm very, very used to being vented to, and i try to listen, but after a while, i just... can't. i love my online friends, but i'm a teenager with autism and plenty of my own issues. switching out how i act for different friends gets really, really tiring. i'm already going to my own therapist. i love my friends but- i am not their therapist. td;lr: i'm tired of playing therapist when i have so many issues and i can't stand it /srs /vneg /nbh
song by The Arcadian Wild. ``Wonder who I need to be today? They don't need to change, I'll relate." "No need to overcomplicate" "So, what's on your mind? Cause I'm not sure I know what's on mine...`` ``It'll be so much easier to take a walk outside, save it all for another time.. or never mention it again. ^^;`` ``should i be more open? surrender more emotion?..`` ``i'll deny, and avoid the fight.`` ``but it's clear that i can't see right or wrong`` ``when i try to hear my voice, it's gone...`` ``i'll ignore the raging war within my soul to keep the peace.``
