I feel so d@mn useless. I feel so alone. I feel like, truly, nobody really cares. I try to be happy everyday. I want to come in happy and alive, but its hard. I don't know what it is, but I feel so low. My brain twists everyday. I explode into anger everday. I think bad thoughts everday. Sometimes I wonder if anyone would miss me. Like, if I just logged off and closed comments for a few days, would anybody, apart from Sunset, notice? Would anybody, again, apart from Sunset, ask if I'm alright? Would anybody, apart from Sunset, even give a thought to even attempting to contact me? All I see is my image. My f@t, tall image. The way my eyes go from blue to green depending on the light. The way my ginger hair stands out in the sun. The way my pale skin glows. The way that all I am is the pathetic, English-accented kid. I'm different to everyone. I don't like having ginger hair: It's a target for the nickname 'Ginger' which is /not/ what, or /who/, I am. I am tired of staying awake. I don't /want/ to be awake. Atleast the black screen of sleep lets me have denabilty that anything is going on. I want to go to sleep and sleep forever.. I don't want to wake up. It's too much having to deal with everyone's problems until you have no time for yourself. Be honest, who /actually/ made it down here and didn't just look through the thing quickly, scrolling to the top and bottom and just getting /some/ words. ALSO, SUNSET IS /NOT/ MY SCRATCH BFF. @Mewginshallrule117 is. I'm too afraid to tell Sunset because what if ae keep on saying "Nobody likes me" WHEN AE HAS A WHOLE ARMY OF PPL WHO WILL JUMP TO DEFEND AER AT ANY TIME (/nm /lh)
