so im leaving scratch i might come back who knows ive just been really drained lately and ive kinda lost interest in scratch im not on my laptop like ever and every time i check my account it just feels empty here and not much to stay for at least for me my mental health has gone downhill a lot too, ive thought about offing myself more and more and im constantly wanting to hurt myself im kinda burnt out on everything it seems im so tired of letting people down and missing chances because i was too scared and didnt do anything about it i had a fun time on scratch for the few years i was actually consistently on, made friends, had fun creating and interacting with the community im almost done with 10th grade which seems really weird to me but its happening i guess i kinda just dropped off the face of the earth for a while sorry about that for all people i need to complete payments for and whatnot, i will try as hard as i can to scrape up some motivation to do them ill be checking in every once and a while if i feel up to it sorry once again bye
audio - id rather sleep by kero kero bonito sorry for the very crappy explanation might add later
