If your unfomfy with venting please skip to the bottom, theres some important desk action down there Hey! Its me! Im very tiered rn. My mom and i had a talk the other day and it went a lot better than i thought it would so thats good. But still ive felt crappy ever sence. There are some home issues ii need to deal with, but im going to try and avoid them here. Yep! Im actualy very happy this week. My mental state goes in giant swings of happy to depressed borderline extreme ,um, nasty thoughts. But ive found a lot of joy. My school life is going well. I have a crew of people who care for me irl and i just... im in a sunny patch. That being said it takes one thing to set my brain back over the edge. So i have a ton of payments etc here to complete. I am not going to drop any of them, it actually helps me when i have stuff to do, however the stress of knowing people are waiting is grating my nerves a little. So if you could be patient with me that would be amazing. 1. This is a scene for checkmate-- This theyre oc maya! I really love the sun! I struggled with the shading and actualy redid all the bg/ lighting multiple times! I love the position although i dont know or care what happened with the how to train your dragon claws anyone getting vibes?? but whatever. Im tiered, goodnight. 2. this is a shaded bust! i really dident have the easiest time with the design considering its face was a square. but! I really love the bg!
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