I haven't been entirely honest when my friends and followers, there are a lot of things I wanna talk about, and yes I am aware that this might get taken down by ST and I respect that I only told Syd, Jay, and Barky the darkest parts of my life on mag. Other friends knows on dis For that 'entirely honest' part. I'm not happy because I feel so separated from the world like- I'm just a soulless person. I'm sorry if this part may trigger you but I don't know why I don't support lgbtq+ (i want to but it just feels so uncomfy to talk about the community because it's kind of toxic to me but..I'm slightly transphi0c )or whenever someone talks to me about my cutting situation i just laugh it off. I try to be happy but I cant- I used to love art and it cheered me up but then I noticed my au worlds started to get more depressing. Art doesn't make me happy anymore. I feel rejected for some things. It hurts to see my exs so happy. Sorry to get into my personal feelings people according to people I'm just a teenager going through a 'phase' I get hated for being even slightly being anti-lgbtq+ even though I'm bi and genderfluid (my sisters just don't understand) and I had a phase that I was trans because I liked someone on dis was trans so I started changing myself. I'm sorry that I lied I know it's wrong but. it's just a reflex
